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I grew up believing my father had walked out on me without a second thought. But at his funeral, a stranger handed me a key—and with it, the truth I never saw coming.
My father left when I was three. Or so I thought.
“Don’t ask about him,” she’d snap. “He made his choice.” And that was it. No stories. No photos. No second chances.
For most of my life, I believed her. I had no reason not to.
It started changing when I was seven. I found the card.
It was in the trash, under coffee grounds and an empty can of soup. The envelope was still sealed. My name was written on the front in neat, careful handwriting.
“Mom?” I called, holding it up.
She glanced at it and her face turned cold. “Throw that away.”
“But it’s mine.”
“No,” she said sharply. “It’s from him.”
“You know who,” she said. “Your father.”
I hesitated. “Can I open it?”
“No.” Her voice was firm. “That man doesn’t get to be part of your life.”
She took it from me and tossed it back into the trash. I didn’t argue. I just stood there. I was too young to understand. Too scared to push.
When I was 12, I tried again.
“Why did he leave us?”
She didn’t look up from the laundry.
“Did he… was he mean?”
She turned then, folding a towel hard. “He didn’t want us. He walked out. What more do you need to know?”
“But—”
“No ‘but,’” she snapped. “He’s not someone worth knowing.”
So I stopped asking.
I didn’t look him up when I got older. Didn’t wonder much. I built my life without him. Because as far as I knew, he didn’t want to be part of it.
Then one day, a number I didn’t know popped up on my phone. I almost didn’t answer.
“Hello?”
“Is this… Emma Carlson?” the woman asked. Her voice was quiet, almost nervous.
“Yes. Who is this?”
“My name is Laura. I’m… I’m sorry, I don’t know how to say this.” She took a breath. “I’m your father’s wife. He passed away last week.”
Silence.
“I thought you should know,” she added. “The funeral is tomorrow.”
“I—” My mouth went dry. “I don’t think I can—”
“I understand,” she said gently. “But… if you decide to come, I think he would’ve wanted that.”
The next day, I sat in my car outside the chapel for 10 minutes before I finally walked in.
I kept my head down, sat near the back. I didn’t recognize anyone. I felt like I didn’t belong.
But then, someone sat beside me. A woman. Maybe in her late fifties. She wore a dark coat, and her eyes were red.
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